living the life

just updating

2005-05-13T10:49:03Z

Ah crap haven't wrote in here for ages forgot bout this site never mind well been an interesting few months been going partying mostly, having driving lessons and failed me theory by damn 2 points never mind I be taking it again and my flaming m8 keeps copying me by coming A Plumber and that really annoyed me and he cannot think for himself he drive me mad at times better not give him this site lol.

love poem

2005-02-12T12:54:21Z

Heaven can wait
From the moment I saw you I knew it was love, to be standing beside you my heavens above.
It was our first kiss has the world spin around us

Chorus

Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait

They are times that’s I’m scared of telling you my feelings around you.
You make me feel secure about myself, I feel confident around you all the time.
Now I want to spend my time with all the time forever.

Chorus

Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait

You’re my love, you’re my life and you’re my soul
Every time you walk pass my heart beats faster all the time

Chorus

Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait

hoggmiester @ 2005-02-10T23:21:00

2005-02-10T23:22:04Z

Feeling so high
Now your killing me inside making me so insane feeling so tight bout myself looking for a way out
Life is so dead around me every one walking slowly feeling so high
Like never before feeling so great feeling so confident because I‘m

Chorus

Feeling so high
When the memories dies
Makes it harder for me to forget
Reaching for the sky
Like I never forget

Feeling so loose inside trying to forget every one inside feeling the burn making me ill never been so high because when I

Chorus
Feeling so high
When the memories dies
Makes it harder for me to forget
Reaching for the sky
Like I never forget

Feeling so cold wonder where why is my version is so blurring away because I’m feeling so high wonder what people think of me now because I

Chorus

Feeling so high
When the memories dies
Makes it harder for me to forget
Reaching for the sky
Like I never forget

hoggmiester @ 2005-02-10T23:21:00

2005-02-10T23:21:31Z

FEAR IS MY GAME

FEAR
FEAR
FEAR
FEAR
FEAR IS MY GAME

Reaching towards you I’m feeling so angry with my self I never wanted to hurt you until my dark side came out causing us to drift between me and you, fear is still mocking my mind and causing pain feeling disgusted wonder what will happen?

Chorus

Because fear is my game
Reaching for the angels
So they can forgive me
Because fear is my game

Now fear is my game costing me, feeling so out of place. Pretending I don’t exist, every one seems pissed with me but its there own fault for making me do this, they should leave me alone and make some one else is life miserable pretending I don’t care but in a way I do

Chorus

Because fear is my game
Reaching for the angels
So they can forgive me
Because fear is my game

I want to be set free so I can be out of here,
The world would be a better place
I rather end my life now before the hate will conjure more
Because fear is my game

Chorus
Reaching for the angels
So they can forgive me
Because fear is my game

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2005-02-10T23:17:43Z

Unforgiving trust

You thought you were the chosen one until you sat round the knight tables you heard the people laughing behind you back You couldn’t resist the pain until you decide to make them feel guilty in return
You thought they were your warriors but now you can’t trust them anymore,
You decided to run away never return the day but you still see them on average day they still haunting you in your mind you thought you had a true love but now she laughing in your face make you feel bad now you just want it end the pain because

Chorus

Now unforgiving trust has lure you away making your day and its dreading downwards til you fall down to your knees

Dreading the day again make you wonder who you trust in your life but now fear is setting in towards you They starting to gain your trust back you

Chorus

Never unforgiving trust has lure you away making your day and its dreading
downwards till you fall down to your
You’ll nearly beaten the master he wanted another match but you wrung out of cash till another day.
The day will come and it make my day release my soul taking away the pain putting revenge back on and making him pay until he feeling the pain

Chorus
Now unforgiving trust has lure you away making your day and its dreading down your way till you fall down to your knees.

The judgement day will be happening you thought you got out of it but this pain will never end and it will live in on my soul forever.

Chorus
Now unforgiving trust has lure you away making your day and its dreading down your way till you fall down to your knees

These are some personal stuff about me

2005-02-10T23:14:00Z

Waiting for answer

I'm searching for the truth and wonder what
lies beneath my soul
I don't seem to understand what going on?

I'm waiting for answer
I'm waiting for answer
I'm waiting for answer
I'm waiting for answer

Even though I won't be going anywhere
Hopefully I won't be in the same place all the time
It's tearing up my soul
I want it to be set free
Even though I see the same faces all the time
they must of be getting sick of it too

I'm waiting for answer
I'm waiting for answer
I'm waiting for answer
I'm waiting for answer

I wonder what fate got in store for me
The powers above are driving me insane
No-one seems to care
They got other people's destiny sorted out
always wonder what mine will be?

I'm waiting for answer
I'm waiting for answer
I'm waiting for answer
I'm waiting for answer